21 july 2011

long time no say it liao....it been 2 year since the last time i go hospital see doc...

i tot is over already, but not yet..another have started....making me got a bit worry, scare....depression...why this thing happen to me again...why??

i wish to know...reli wish to know it...after that day see the report, hear what doc say, i know i have to make the worst decision, if the proplem come out...

i dun wish i have to proplem...it will make a lot of people worry, especially some1 that close to me.. sorry everything....sorry by not taking good care of my body....i'm sorry...

although it not serious, but the main point i dun wish it happen too...want to be normal...just normal as usual...normal like everyday..now it will make a lot people suffer because of me....because of me them suffer again...

it been 2year, those thing leave me....is a good thing those thing leave me...but now new thing come ups...i never tot it will be like tat...what to do???

do my best to not let them worry..do let them suffer...be positive as always... be happy as always...all this thing have to do it myself..no 1 can help you...LOOI ZHENG JIE, you must remember you have to do it yourself...be strong to your self...

from kids until now still need people to worry....how can dun let people worry...TELL ME>...please tell me..

2moro is a important thing for me...reli important thing for me..hope that everything go welll...NO....it must be go well...dun1 let people disapointed on me...

i'm the oldest at house...i must be strong....will be strong...wont cry...wont lose...wont give up...many people count on me...i will be superman as promise...

i will fullfill what i have promise...i will make it done...make it realise...what imposible make it to posible...