is a very long time i didn't update my blog already...
haiz...
i wish to go to the beach...that place can cool me down...seeing so huge of water without any boundaries... and i wanted to shout to it until i cant shout ...cos when i shout to the sea, it wont reply my shout...saying that i so noisy or anything, i can shout out all the thing that i dun wish to put in my head...sea...a place that full of water...
a place that have no boundaries...a place that have no limit...sometime it will angry...sometime can cold like ice...sometime so angry like tsunami...it reli scary...but when u deep inside it...you can feel anything...u will just hear....a quite sound...that you couldn't found it in any place...
so long i didnt think of wanted to go to the beach...suddenly have a thought wanna go beach... same like her, last time when she nt happy or stress, she will go to swimming...cos swimming can refresh her up...cheer her up...mayb because like this i started influence by her...but i duno how to swimming, just different place, she will go to swimming but i will stand of the beach without swimming....watching the water come and go..feel so nice for me....
this few week not my week...and her too...i can saw her...not reli have good mood...stress...worrrying....sick...and got unwanted person...disturbing
i miss last time...but i know is pass already, now is now, time wont turn back for you, or anyone...wat we face will we will need to face it infront...run away is nt a solution...just you postpone the problem, at the end this problem still will come...like snow ball, when it roll down from the cliff, starting is small but if stop it on start it wont roll bigger, but if you let it roll and roll , it will getting bigger and bigger, until you can stop by yourself..and it will go destroy everything...
i know this few day not a happy day...dun worry i will told you everything that i know...that i feel...cos you are my closes...in other word...marry to me edi...i know u was worry me...what i will think...be patient...wait until CNY pass and it will over...i know he will do many little thing, disturbing my frd...but i have no prove saying that he doin it...then i just wait and see...a man doing so little thing...in other word(小人)...grow so big already bt still...have no...B***N...
people have no ***** what should i follow he become no B**** together...stupid...
dear..i know you will see this blog, dun worry i be fine( i always say that) same to you ...you also say like that too...but both of us know well...still will worrying each other... i told you everything that i know...i saw you this few day also not reli happy also...what i can do...take care you more..i duno how to cheers u up, but...try my best...although i do many thing wrong...i say sorry to you...sorry sorry...sometimes my word will hurt you...too straight forward..duno how to bend my word...
i will be cheers up, and you also d.. i wish to see last time d pearl...you know what i mean...last time d pearl....
