The CNY feeling almost over...but this Cny does give me any special but boring...damn boring compare last year...Why...dunno..haiz...
these few day i have emo suddenly...some is due to her..i dunno what i emo-ing also..just know that my feeling not so good...saw her like that i not happy also...i could just laugh in-front her but i cant do that...i just cant hide anything from her...cannot pretend like nothing happen before...but i have to do that..cos she are more problem compare with me...
one day i go ioi, buying stationary..when i walking back to from there, i saw what i does not want to saw d thing...on that time i was wanted to go in front he and ask why you here...but i was not doing that...cause i do not want for my action then become not happy between me and you...i do not wish that..i do not want because this thing we have a argue again...i dun wish it...if can i will forget everything... pretend like i not see every situation...hold it to my heart oli...dun wan tell out, then will not have any argument between us... like that will be more better? can saw you happily..
that day v were talking heart to heart...she told me about what kent said...he say we are like beach that wont even can survive for one waves...reli?? sure no la...when she hear that, she sure will down/ stun/sad for that time, but after few day oli tell me...i know she have reason...dun wan make me down on the same time...but i not oh...cos i do not think v are so easy crush by a wave oli...
Dear i saw this on Fb on that day...dun worry...if we can do that, sure no problem d ma...rite?? dun think gt d nothing d to yourself....k? you always think that...now just saw this sentence below...i know i not fulfilled all the condition..but i have learning d oh...
⒈信任
⒉坦誠
⒊寬容
⒋理解
⒌空間
⒍珍惜
⒎想念
i know you will see my blog once a while...but believe me, i just wanted to express myself, make me one of the release problem here...you don't put it all in your heart..k?? will get heart attack soon if like that...or 心脏衰弱 d...you know??? so please do not hide it to yourself... express out d...
