29 june

今天我突然想写华语的部落格。。不知道为什么！！！

刚才在车上我跟她谈了心事，讲了不会算很多东西，就可以让大家明白的东西。。

我知道，我明白，你怕对大家都不公平，不想对我不公平，

不要担心，

我知道你会想很多有的没的，因为我太了解你这个人。。不要乱乱想，好吗？

然后你不知道要跟谁聊，就自己一个人承担。不好咯！！真的不好。。

你生病了。。我还是那样担心你，你会叫我不要担心，你没事。。但我知道你是不舒服的，是不想让我太担心你，影响我的工作。但是我跟你讲，没关系，我不会让这些事影响我做工的心情。因为公事分明。不參在一起的。

要好好照顾你自己，知道吗？？

你想吃好料？ 就是你好了我就带你吃好料。 你健康就是很大的幸福。。

我答应过我自己的，我不会生病，不会让我自己生病，因为我要照顾你。。如过你生病我生病，谁来照顾？

所以我就不要生病，不会生病，来照顾你。这个是我的保证！！！

我们在一起有一年半个月。。什么大事小事都有经历过， 我没做过的都做了，不敢做的都做了。但是还有很多等着我们。。。我们来一关一关的过。。过完了就是game over 了， 打胜了。。那我们就加油吧！！！加油加油。。。

很奇怪勒！！我写华语，我也是酱觉得。。哈哈

华语还有点难写的。。英文容易多了。。

现在不知道要写什么了。。hehe

不写了。。拜拜

25 june

i know i thin...i wan get fatter(but not FAt guy tat fat la...) just fatter then i now..how to help me getting fatter???

i eat a lot...but just duno why just cant fat le...where the fat go?? i aso duno...

tat day she teman her mum go hospital...i switch car with her mum...cos her mum do operation...then she fetch her mum go home...at night she call me, she tell me that her mum ask me together eat dinner..at the moment i stun..am i hear wrongly..am i??

i ask her second time...izzit eatting dinner wit your mum..then she say YES!!!

wao...why her mum ask me eat dinner...i duno...then i go to the place where thy will eat dinner there..

i feel nervous when meet her mum...duno why...reli nervous le...but after talking to her mum...not so bad...still ok...

i know her mum trying to gv me some sign...i know...i will work for it...to you..

 i will getting fatter...i will...just nid time ...hehe...

okok byte...blog next time..

25 June

few day no update my blog edi...2day sudenly wan update my blog, now is my 习惯to update my blog,i write wat i wan on this blog, people see people feel,i write i feel...hehe(duno what i talking about)

this few day got something happen...2day she working at giant, as a promoter, quiet fun the job, not like normal promoter, nid promote your product, but she not, she just nid entertainment to the kids,(KIDS) yup, kids...cause she be promoter to a kids product....

she look happy while can meet the kids...i also like kids so much cos kids reli reli cute..(duno how to say it out, just so cute)...

yesterday something happen, and i know it too....but i cant help much also...duno how to help...feel like no helping aso...yesterday she mood not so good, after what her mum say...i try to make her happy...

dun worry, i know you will handle it d...i also will help as much as posible...

how to help also can..

u asking me 1 question...u know what is it???

u say i the best guy...reli??/

but i dun think so...Y??? duno...just feel that not yet gv my best to you yet...hehe..now working on it...need some time..time will prove it to you, that my secret..wont so long, the deadline will be what we promise be4..that the truth...

this feel day you not going to work..i know, you tell me...people do black face to you, let you see the bad behaviour...reli no good...i know i cant reli put my into it the problem..what can i do, just care about you..tat wat can i do, you have tell me everything...you angry is rite。。。who are he? in what way he disturb our life..especially your life..reli unmature guy, working time and personal time also duno how to 分..reli cant working with this kind of guy..make your life S***....(no bad word at my blog)

Many many thing i wan to tell...cont next time ba...bye

19 June

yesterday v go melaka for 1 day trip, but eventually just half day trip(haha)... want to know why??we got 4 people go,that is pearl(my gf),benjamin,ray and me...

cos we go there too early, we go from puchong at 6.45am, reach there 8am...then start walking around the town, take photo, eating, seeing, and playing.

we do all that until 1sth...then v discuss want to go next!! but last no go anywhere, go bek kl...y? duno want go where lo..want go pasar malam jonker street d, but still got few more hour to pass, that few hour do what?? duno...then we say go back subang cook at ray house,haha, is ray cook, not us cook, ray cooking spagetti...geng le...haha

but reli tired cos last nite just slp few hour oli, cos go a dance competition event at inti college, go support my gf d..hehe...nice...the event...good...

done with the fun thing...hehe...

next part!!!

going where le??? go sepang gold coast la...hah..next trip....coming soon...got a long plan that is go redang next year, for sure, now just find people to join go there.^^ if no people go then just 2 people go oli lo....honeymoon

SO po...tell you somtthing....that is ....i tell you in the message 2day lo....u know what i saying d...hehe...4ever....

tell you another...dun get emo lo...dun get influence by the message send by he..dun care what he say...i know sometime still will care what he care, dun worry i'm here...always here, dun say sorry to me.u no wrong, i'm no wrong, both of us also no wrong..k???

not u proplem, not mine proplem, just people jealous of us oli...dun care what people say, just be back ourself.. be back ourself...you have your right...

know you this few week no so good mood...dun worry, i'm here, you can angry to me, scold me, i'm noe u will feel better after release your bad mood...then i will hug you....nothing much i can help you, just hug you, try my best to make you laugh...hehe

okok...the end of today...wait next outing...next my oldman speech...haha

nite nite

17 june

long time i didn't update  my blog, due to i busy with my work thing, this week just finish my working thing..thank god..

finally can have time to update my blog for so long.

long time no see her cry be4 until now...reli worry about her, i know she the type that not easy tell out what her feeling, what her thinking..she is the type that dun1 let other people worry about her...i know all that too...she cry because stress of exam, after that she cry because of something, she have something on her mind, just duno how to tell me, scare me what i will react.

if you saw this, i tell you something, dun worry...i always will say that, but really dun worry, i dun1 you suffer alone,  is no good suffer alone, pain alone, not happy alone, lonely by yourself, lock yourself up, keep all sad thing in you, DUN...nonid do that..now you have 1 more people to share your pain, lonely,suffer,unhappy.that ME...

i'm here, always here, i know you this few week you dun have a good mood, duno why, maybe you got something bother you???

sometime i also will make you angry, sorry...i not mean too...this few week i got more abit worry about you, cause you easy get angry, you never like that be4,never...last time, you will not like that easy get angry..

bii...tell you something...when you angry that time, you can shout loud loud, it will let you feel good...but dun....dun...dun do anything that will let you regret later, really, dun do anything that will regret after you doin it..not worth it...不要因为一时的冲动让你自己做了过后会后悔的事情，不值得。。真的事不值得。。

sometime i really will ngam ngam cham cham like a old uncle, but it really have it own good...sometime i duno how to speak out myself...present myself.

today you have a big event to do...you finally make it, it have pass, althought got some proplem occur, but it doesn't make you down d momentum...you all do a best job, especially you...well done...good job..sure reli tired, i saw your leg on pain, when you walk that time also like....always ask me take care, you should take care urself, or i take care you...i vry long time never been sick be4, because i wont get sick, got you taking care of me...TQ TQ

you sure will angry when you saw this post...Y??? so late dun1 slp...wan kena ah....haha

no dun1 slp, just i want write it down be4 i go slp, few more hour we go melaka have a 1 day trip...enjoy it oh....

just now when chen chao and his friend sing never change my love on you, make me think a lot of our thing, then he sing the yoga song, make me got a bit touching...duno...just my feeling on that time...duno how to express myself. stupid am i???(i know)

okok...take a short nap then go melaka, lata i will be the driver...haha...dun worry i wont have anything happen, cause i still will update my blog next time...i be sure for it..

i remeber all the thing you have say...ALL in my memory....ALWAYS

good nite/ good morning

8 JUne

she working hard for her study, i also will work hard for my work...how hard or how compicated work i also will go through it, CAuse nothing is imposible, just depend on yourself want to face it or not.

NO proplem cannot be solve, No proplem cannot be go through it..what i learn is nothing is imposible,everything proplem have the solution on it, just we need to find the solution to solve it...CORRECT???

no stress oh...abit stress will have d..but dun too much, cause not heathly d..too stress will make you nt mood doin anything, make u no mood to eat, make you feel down all the time, you can tell me, i'm always here, wont run away d..

you will think will mafan me, dun think that...k?

not mafan at all, if you not happy, too stress...you can find me, i'm always be your listener, just say it out then you will feel better lo, like that day after the 1st Exam..remember it??

after say it out, then you will feel better, althought i cannot give many opinion that i can give you, but i try my best share my experience to you, what i having before..how do i handle it....not helping so much but at least can let you release some stress.

Stress is good thing, it will give you some 冲进 to work it...

haha...2day write until here la...the end...cont next time la... ^^

but...i'm a listener...not a good 1 but atleast can be a listener...



6 June

2day i wake up at 4am...

Y???

cause some1 wan study at midnight, wan slp for few hour then wake up study, bt at last cant slp at all.

i never see her be4 stress like that, Never...no sleep at all because of 1 subject, hope that she wont do that again for other subject lo, no good,reli no good for your health. your body start have proplem, especially stomach, now u start pain more frequently, worry about you..Take care your body oh..k???

Must take care your body, you want go play? Eat? see? have fun, then must take care your body..i no get sick for long time, duno why.. too heathly?? or wait time only? then sick for GAO GAO..i dun1 lo...

1st time so early go mcd eat breakfast...cold.....nice...so good...never do that be4..

another topic,

旁观者清？？？ what it mean??

it mean people beside know the situation better than you..Y?

why say like that?

Duno...oldman like to say, 旁观者清..你还不懂事！我做旁人都知道发生什么事。。你却不知道，还蒙蒙差差（read in cantones)去。。明知是会撞墙，却还要去撞，痛了就知道什么叫痛。小的可能是擦伤，大的就不好咯，要怎样解缺？还是不了了之？？ Y oldman like to say that?? i also duno why....old people eat rice more than us, sometimes we will think that why they ngam ngam cham cham there..not 烦 oh...for our young people always will say like that to old people, say i know la, dun worry. but when proplem occur, try settle himself, dun1 tell other. then proplem start getting serious until cannot solve it...how???

some people will run away from the proplem...some will go die for it, but leave the proplem to other poeple, to your 亲人(haiz...). some will just quiet, dun do anything, let the proplem become more bigger.长痛不如短痛, more easly..for those borrow money from AH LONG, PLEASE la, if can dun borrow from them la, got many way to settle it..if borrow also, 不要一拖再拖，拖下去就死的很难看咯！！

haha, sure many people ask me why i wrote this, not me got proplem, I'm OK d...i'm not borrow people money, neither my relative...just a topic wan share with you all...

无聊的人

today is good day...go outlet den cn back home lo...then study with her whole day...yesterday accidently make her angry me, causeco i kacau her, she say people come take her go, den i say go la...let he take u go lo..after that she angry lo...heheh..she tot is real,(so po la) of course nt real d la...i wont give people take you away..

at evening that time, a 无聊人 disturb us through inbox, he just so wu liao...until want stalke people doin what also...i can think who is that already..cause i already suspect that person for so long ago. so turtle, not dare face to face speak to me, just know go FB msg people through inbox, no cure, no brain for that kind of poeple..

because she i dun1 put your face down, no need me settle it, if i come you will die gao gao d...dun make me come to you.

dare to disturb people life, reli no brain...(i not say say oli..) i have my limit also...dun make me reach my limit)...偷偷摸摸啦！！！no result will come out d...saw you few time like that...i just hold on oli...

dun care what people say, just do back your own thing, must 对的起自己良心...then you will be ok...dun do wrong thing...then you will regret...