28 sep 2011

yesterday i was piss off...why?? dun wish to tell...do and do and do and do but still wrong...at last used back the 1st to do..that time reli beh tahan, but i control my temper, not show it in front her...

when finish work,i go meet her, because why, when i meet her my temper will cool down, not cool down, is gone.. every time also the same. 来的快去的快....

yesterday she say have something to tell me, i wonder what is it..actually is say i perasan, why?

because my last blog have mention that (if you read my blog tell me izzit i'm perasan).  haha, i duno that she so fast read my blog already, cant guess it..

this time i dun1 write too much...

let me ask you another question...

a day, a mother buy 2 pair of underwear, but this mother have 3 children, name is DO, RE,and ME, mother give the 2 underwear to Do and RE, left who not yet get it??? tell me...

26 sep 2011

today as usual i fetching her to school, 2day she wearing tank top to school and bring the jacket to school also, long time didn't see her bring the jacket to school le oh....hehe

as usual she will sleep a while before start school, then she go for school and i going for my work. 2day duno is lucky or what le, she forget to bring her house key to school actually she forget and put it in my car for few day edi, 2day she remember it that she put it in my car, but she no take it down when she get off the car,then i promise her that i will bring it t school later during my lunch time.

when i break that time, i get her call, but her voice just a bit down, because normally i will hear different voice tone from her, and i thinking something are wrong with her today, so i make a decisions to find out lo. 

before she get in to my car i look at her face, and i know that she lose her mood, when she get in to my car, i ask her what happen, then she tell me allot, and i know what is happening now.

why my friend will treat me like that?? i sure you will asking yourself now... how to say it...erm...human selfishness ..every person deep inside of them self will have a thing call selfishness...erm, i duno how to describe it d..just a experience for it, then you will grow up for it, because you have experience it. thinking all the thing is positive way. is a good positive thinking.

you have high EQ oh, remember that, you say that you will fa pi qi just with me oli..haha...i duno le..if i say no you will believe?? if i say yes you will believe?? haha...both i also dun wan say it...Blek... let you guess your self.. i not mind you fa pi qi infront me d, because i have positive thinking of it..hehe...

when you reading my blog, i ask you a question...am i perasan people??? you tell me la...hehe..tell me straight away after you read my blog ah..k?

20 sep 2011

Is me again, 2 week no update my blog, now is the time to update my blog again....

on this 2 week quiet busy for me, allot thing to do, happy thing, not happy thing, want to do, do not want to do, just a lot la..dun wish to tell much on here. who know me better then will know..

2day i want ask, whether i a person that easy get 动摇 by other people?? 

dun ask me why i ask like that? every1 have alot question, that why i ask you, izzit?? do i easy get influence by other people? ha-ha... dunno le.

i hear that she say (SELFISH）on that day,do you know what the meaning of this?? Is mean 只为自己打算,只图个人的利益,  understand??? know you will not understand it d la...i tell you...you always say that you are selfish, can i tell you that i also dunno le, but sometime you will think of other people feeling without care about your own self feeling, this not call selfish. OK? this call 为他人着想，not selfish kayyy... 

do i 中坏 you? erm...a bit gua..every1 will do like that d, not ma???

just wish to happy, sure dun unhappy thing happen d lo...for me if i treat you bad, how??? you dun like d ma. for me aso dun like d...same...

1st time see she drunk, just half cup then she started to pening already, but at last she drink 1 cup and half of it, what happen? she blur blur lo, reli blur, the detail i know it then ok...other nonid to know it..hehe

i have alot thing to write,  but duno how to write it...nvm la...write next time, or tell her oli..hehe...but you all cannot know what i tell her..blek...

6 Sep 2011

Quiet sometime i no update my blog....dun ask me why, maybe forget about it already...

but today sudenlly remember it back, so i write it back..

2day i have a feeling, duno what feeling is that..just feel that something is not right..

but i could not tell it out...just the feel thinking that something is not right...

i think is not a good sign..

but i just cant remember what is the problem...but she today feel like not like her, maybe because too tired of the thing lately..yesterday we chat alot at nite until so late dun feel wan to sleep.

just now saw her post, what she write, i think i can know it who's about...he kacau her again, can say like end 1 thing another raise up...not he but is another he..she have tell me that he looking for her back. trying to make her world from happy to not happy.

plus this semester not easy for her, quiet a lot homework to do, exam, assigment and many many more....how can i help her?? some1 tell me??? i know she will settle it, but alone and i will worry about it.

not just for me worry, if for other people also will do the same thing as me...maybe i should trying to pray for it, let see how god will do it or give some tips for me to have solution for it...let her relax, feel comfortable...not stressing...

life is not easy...is true...not easy...have high and down..but not always high and also not always down...wei...tell you...i also have down time be4, and you have seen it, now is going up now..cont rising...you also can have same with me, cont rising..Every1 have the emotion...if dun have emotion how to we have feeling.. if dun have feeling how come you or me or he or she or every1. like that every1 will be like robot without feeling or emotion.

you dun wish to be like that rite?? if  you wish i will hit ur butt..feeling and emotion is important for a person, it can be happy, smile, laugh, maybe sometime angry,sad, down..is reli different to have that compare with a robot.

dun how to write anymore...BYE