Monday, 18 July 2011

18 july 2011

2day is a duno how to say nite....i just now go check doc again....because of the HP thing...doc ask me go hospital check for whole body..

2moro i wil go hospital check my body, long time no check my body edi...reli a long time, i think few year no check my body edi...

just now i check with doc...i was worry too...i was nervous too...but she look more worry and nervous than me...what should i do??

i just need do is dun look nervous and worry infront of her...i dun1 both aso look nervous and worry...i know she is worry me just now, until almost can cry out... i saw it..she just hold it..i can feel that too...i need to be strong infront her, dun let her see my weak side...cos i dun wish to let her see my weak side..reli dun1...

but everytime also let her saw it...i worry about my body too...i scare i cant take care of her...need her to take care me back...i dun1 i dun1 be like tat...i want take care you...my duty to take care good of you...i dun1 too be weak infront of you...i want you saw my strong...my power...

just my body....why?? why??? why my body will so weak...from kids until now also like that...i tot it will be stronger when i grow up...but............dun wish to tell..

now i worry about her too...i will be strong back...strong like superman...my promise....become superman.....superman...

dun worry...my body i will fight it....prove to you...i will be strong...because you i will not look weak...i'm strong....


lastly!!! i wish to say...i'm looi zheng jie....I **** you


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