21 july 2011

long time no say it liao....it been 2 year since the last time i go hospital see doc...

i tot is over already, but not yet..another have started....making me got a bit worry, scare....depression...why this thing happen to me again...why??

i wish to know...reli wish to know it...after that day see the report, hear what doc say, i know i have to make the worst decision, if the proplem come out...

i dun wish i have to proplem...it will make a lot of people worry, especially some1 that close to me.. sorry everything....sorry by not taking good care of my body....i'm sorry...

although it not serious, but the main point i dun wish it happen too...want to be normal...just normal as usual...normal like everyday..now it will make a lot people suffer because of me....because of me them suffer again...

it been 2year, those thing leave me....is a good thing those thing leave me...but now new thing come ups...i never tot it will be like tat...what to do???

do my best to not let them worry..do let them suffer...be positive as always... be happy as always...all this thing have to do it myself..no 1 can help you...LOOI ZHENG JIE, you must remember you have to do it yourself...be strong to your self...

from kids until now still need people to worry....how can dun let people worry...TELL ME>...please tell me..

2moro is a important thing for me...reli important thing for me..hope that everything go welll...NO....it must be go well...dun1 let people disapointed on me...

i'm the oldest at house...i must be strong....will be strong...wont cry...wont lose...wont give up...many people count on me...i will be superman as promise...

i will fullfill what i have promise...i will make it done...make it realise...what imposible make it to posible...

18 july 2011

2day is a duno how to say nite....i just now go check doc again....because of the HP thing...doc ask me go hospital check for whole body..

2moro i wil go hospital check my body, long time no check my body edi...reli a long time, i think few year no check my body edi...

just now i check with doc...i was worry too...i was nervous too...but she look more worry and nervous than me...what should i do??

i just need do is dun look nervous and worry infront of her...i dun1 both aso look nervous and worry...i know she is worry me just now, until almost can cry out... i saw it..she just hold it..i can feel that too...i need to be strong infront her, dun let her see my weak side...cos i dun wish to let her see my weak side..reli dun1...

but everytime also let her saw it...i worry about my body too...i scare i cant take care of her...need her to take care me back...i dun1 i dun1 be like tat...i want take care you...my duty to take care good of you...i dun1 too be weak infront of you...i want you saw my strong...my power...

just my body....why?? why??? why my body will so weak...from kids until now also like that...i tot it will be stronger when i grow up...but............dun wish to tell..

now i worry about her too...i will be strong back...strong like superman...my promise....become superman.....superman...

dun worry...my body i will fight it....prove to you...i will be strong...because you i will not look weak...i'm strong....

lastly!!! i wish to say...i'm looi zheng jie....I **** you

16 july 2011

2day is a normal day, normal satudays for me...

stay at house, online...

yesterday quiet fun....Y?

cos i go excercise lo...go play badminton...long time no play le lo...

some1 is complain that i no booking court for her to play...

lastly i finally get the court for her...hehe...(geng le)

yesterday first time play, long time no play for few month....tired...muscle pain...haiz...

last few day happen alot of thing...dun1 tell you all what happen....i know then ok le...pass liao lo...forget it....throw it aways.... throw it far far aways....

few day be4, i go see doc...doc say i get high presure...WAO>>>> high presure??? me?? imposible... but the truth is i get high presure...serious?? no la...duno how to say...180/120...it this serious???

i aso duno le...now just eat the medic provide by the doc lo...see how 1st...try control lo...i dun1 so young get high pressure le....charm...haiz...

now need control my eating, my emotion, everything la...

relax all the time...hehe....dun think many thing...dun eat not heatly food....and etc.

wei....looi zheng jie....stay heatly please....you still alot road to walk le...dun die here....you still got people to take care le...dun die 1st...come on......be strong...high presure oli...settle d..ahah///...

done for tonight ;o... 2moro write sumor lo..hhee 

7/7/2011

today feeling????

duno how to say....just a word can describe...Worry....

what i worrying??

1 thing...

what the thing???

my only consious people....

whos izzit???

who know she that i'm talking about ..

whos is she??

is pearl chua wan lin...

why i worry about her?

2day she go out settle something..

settle what??

settle what not important...the important is she ok then ok le...

where she go?

she go police station, then go my mum place, then i duno...

why go police station?

this does matter...

where she now?

duno...that why i worrying about her...

what time she go out?

whole day she go out...

she got ask you dun worry?

yes...she got say it...

then you should dun worry about it!!!

cannot...she my important thing...part of mine...how cant dun worry about her..

she so big already know how to take care her self!!

i know...but still will worry...wont you??

okok!!!just msg her only or call her..

i wish too, but she seem busy...

i tell you something...

what???

today i get a msg at my FB..

what msg???

it send by some1....

whos some1??

this i dun wish to tell....but this i duno wish to tell her ornt...

about what until dun wish to tell her???

about our secret..

what secret??

secret is secret, cant tell any1, just me and her know only...

whos write???

she know the person..

what he/her write???

about relationship thing...making me more worry about her today...duno where her now?

GTG!!! go out do something...dun have a lot mood...a day

05/07/2011 part3

just now fetch you back home...saw you not happy...based on your look i can saw it...hapy or not hapy..

just now you talk alot about work thing...hapy thing...got angry thing, and not hapy thing....your expresion i can saw through it...you try to hide from it...

i saw it too...cos you too quiet at car, not like normal pearl tat i know...like too talk and kacau me...i like the old ah pearl....like too kacau and talk d pearl..this few day i saw you got a bit quiet compare other.

i forgive you, my family forgive you...no people have guai you oh...muz remember it..k?

 must happy oh...k?

SORRY....for just now...SORRY....

you know what i'm sorry for...SORRY

05/07/2011 part 2

SECOND:

that day at car what i say to you, sorry.... make you feel sad again...i does't mean it...what i promise i will do it...promise is a big big thing...dun promise if i cant make it...but what i promise i will do it..and i mean it...i will 实现 let you see it..

I WILL DO MY BEST OF THE BEST....I'M NOT JUST SAY SAY... just sometime mayb you will see me like lai lai han...like does nt mean to do it...sorry...i reli reli hardworking to do it...make the dream come true...

sometime i blur blur when you tell me something...and i know you angry my behaviour not taking seriously..sorry oh...i'm not nt listen to what you say, just i duno how to say...HEHE....cheer up...i know i still have that 小孩子心态...paiseh oh...

you never see me serious be4??? i think you dun have see me serious be4 le...haha...when i will serious?? ERM.....let me think...i also duno... Cheers up oh... dun sad..i know you being thinking alot thing this few days....dun sad...k? cheers up...i'm ok oh.... my family you seen...they nothing rite??? hehe....as long as you alright...then ok le oh...k???

CAr not so important, most important is you...you alright then ok le oh....hehe...

after you see this post you dun cry...not nice d oh if you cry ...all you makeup will drop off d oh....not petty d..hehe...lata become 哭包妹...haha...

05/07/2011

few days no update my blog again...starting getting lazy...haha

but i wont forget it..dun worry about that.

this few day happen many many incident...such as!!!!

tell you 1 by 1...

first: she get sick, fever, ulser,sore throat,headeache....when she get sick i much more worry about her.. now she no fever already, just the ulser and the teeth pain making she SAN FU...i know how san fu is that..sorry i cant help as much as i can...to reduce your pain.. when in jogoya, i know you wish to eat many many food at there, but i know you control dun eat so much, that time i reli reli wan hug hug you so much...see you sick but still will go cerebrate ah jie brithdays...

DUN worry... it will get better soon, now just have to drink alot alot water..although water not that nice, but have to drink it..it will make your mouth pain..dun worry, ME here...

sometime i say i'm the doc..but this time i cant heal you recover, i will try my best to heal you, be your personal doc.

YOU CAN DO IT...YOU WILL RECOVER  ^^

I SUPPORT YOU>>>

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