16 dec 2011

just left 15 days then 2012 is coming, so fast a year have past...

during a year what you have do? what you have achieve?

what you have done?

me? haha... quiet a lot too...

many thing is happening...even now too...our relationship is getting closer and closer, although during this year alot of thing is happen..

let see after Chinese new year...what are the result..

yesterday i had a nicer dream ever...can say it until now... how to say it..but now starting getting abit blur blur...so i better write it down before reli gone..  i goes back to secondary school.. but she also at secondary school, included all my friend and her friend too... the feeling in the dream are just warm, and i feel that i can feel the feeling during that time...how to say the feeling i have...erm...reli just hard...just i duno to describe it...not happy, and for sure nt sad too...just enjoy, and i can i wish to get into the dream again...

in the dream i meet her, in secondary school... impossible rite!! cos i different school with her.. but in the dream i can see her face again...when she smile it...that moment..enjoy wot her friend...run here and there, just like a kids...what i doing in that time? haha

i just watching it...saw her when she at secondary school...erm...the rest is sudenly my alarm wakes me up...F*** the alarm...why always wake me up during the nice part...i miss the dream so much..do you know that...although my secondary school are different..but in the dream are just prefect..

TQTQ...to you...and giving me alot learning during this year...i have grow up in some part...but still have many still need improve.. MY EQ have improve or nt le???

you tell me...

lastly...i wish tell you something...

that is ...

my brithday is near, ready my present.. : p

saw the last part.... i love you....i mean it(serious face)

28 nov 2011

Yesterday i went to mid valley watch movie, long time no watch at night...really unforgettable.

yesterday i go watch this movie, i know i know, this movie is on cinema for a long time but why now only go watch it, i like it ah...BLEK....

whole movie is ok la..but few part are unforgettable, because why?

you wan to know which part?

haha...dun tell you all better...

 is on railway d, what it say make me remember it back what she say.

just saw what she write on her blog, rely rely so po lai .....

you know what i mean, i promise to you that i will follow the promise i gave it to you...wont forget it...you  also ah....dun ever forget it ah..if not.....you will know the Consequence 

haha...

you never say it on blog d but you say it too...i will say it same to you..

i love you

another trick for you, guess it

一个黑大汉，腰插两把扇， 走一步，扇几扇。(猜动物）

25 nov 2011

This 2 day i busy helping move to new house..

me move to new house??

sure no d..i dun have so much money to move to new house, during this 2 day i was helping pearl and her family move furniture to her new house, it was a lot thing to pack...need 2 day to pack all the thing to the new house.

i enjoy with the process with her, i dun mind we not going out dating or what. but i can be with her i already happy for it...the feeling is different...and i enjoy it so much.

her new house is big and nice, especially her new room..i like it...

next time my house will be like tat too, but will be more bigger..can put a lot of thing that we both like.

during this 2 day i know i have make few mistake and make her angry to me, i sorry about it....most of the mistake i shouldn't do it...but i still do it.

sorry for it...i really sorry for it.

有一隻熊走過(猜四個字成語)

8 nov 2011

today i receive a mail again...when i 1st saw it, i know(haiz) again...not sien izzit?

duno he...started i dun wish to tell her about this mail i receive, dun wish to let her know about this d. because when she know about this, it will make the day down d.. but i decided to tell her about this mail...

i know you ask me dun listen what he say or what he write, but what he write is just wish to punch him in the face. i know myself..

i should not ask you those thing because i know after i ask about it, your mood will down, although you say you ok, but i saw it and i can feel it, you are not ok with it. 

i know my month is not really how to turn right or left, just go straight to the point, hurting people straight away. without think about any consequences, each time also like that, i trying to change myself because of that, but i not lie to you also...really d..

that is truth...

i know you not so believe on me about this thing.. but what i can do is just put my faith to you, do all the action let you see it that i still have believe in you...it need time to prove that, trust is not easy to make, i know..break it is easy within few second can do it.

that why i will prove it to you let you believe that i believe on you....

dun say you break your promise, i know that sometime i will break my promise also..i know those feeling, is not rely good.. but i understand of it....those thing i pass through it be4.. and i know how it feeling on you too...

all i can say is sorry, i know sorry no cure... but i will still say sorry, sorry for everything i do, what i say, what i see, what i hear, and just everything of it.

i may not be prefect, may not be attention to detail, may not be caring enough. just what i will say,(***)

that all i can say...

i know other will see my blog too, but i know love is not easy to say it out, maybe you all will say me duno what is love, but do you know what i get through with her through to this one and a half year relationship. a lot...reli a lot ....

mayb i say it out you all also dun believe it, but i have been go through it...and i know still got a lot of challenge to go..not easy, will be hard...i know that too...exam exam exam...pass 1 by 1...

sorry for just now what i ask, i know it will hurt you and you will think that i still not believe on you..

what i wish to say now is(i love you)    

2 nov 2011

Really starting seldom write blog le lo..

dun ask me why d, just when i have the mood to write then i will write it down...

what happen, a lot thing happen....really a lot....

wanna say it out, dun wish too...

who am i?

do i like keep myself(内向), maybe that is me, who am i...

i be positive all the way, positive...

what to do...

other will stab me at the back...do i do wrong anything?

i aso duno...

haiz..dun say about it, now i just do bek my own part for it..

am i doing to great and jealous by other people?

i duno also...

ok then..end...end it....

remember this song...k?

remember the lyric oh...

this 1 you can keep it on your mind d oh..permanent...dun think wrongly, dun say sorry le...

i know you will read my blog...

give you a 谜语:

农夫养10头牛，只有19只角，为什么？

let you figure it out the answer....

tell me next time the answer la...

i sure you can't get the answer.. 

18 oct 2011

2day duno what happen to me...like every bad thing 1 shot happen to me and i cant even control my temper today...

my company want to extend my employment today...after i hear what they say the fault i make, i cant even believe on that, i never do that but what they is like my fault, i not agree on that, not even agree on it...

i not happy with the result of extend my confirmation...because of those reason i extend....not fair at all.

not even hear my explanation...what to do, depend on me...tahan la....

then after the thing happen, another come out again, this angry not cool yet another have come out....walao...my temper just bust out...

i have a bit over to her, i know...i ask so many question, this and that...

not i not believe on it, just that guy i reli tot he duno anything, but what he say just like know what happening.

WTF.....now i have a reli confused now..what should i do now...what should i do now...

now she sure is thinking i not believe on her, but i not, because of my temper make me cant even think properly..2nd time happen already...reli useless ....useless...useless ah....

now my head is just reli reli fan fan fan fan fan fan..........ahhh....

tot 2nite i can chat with her about this, but now, on what happen just now...dun think so...now i duno should tell her ornt...about my work...if i told, what her will react? 

sorry for my uncontrollable temper just now...reli sory for my temper...i cant even control my little temper....reli no use...sorry... 

11 oct 2011

2day i wake up as usual, (6am), i working at 8am, why i so early wake up?

haha...because i tis time wake up then can go out, but 2day just lay on bed until 7am oli go downstair.

not use to it. one day oli already not use to it..

YOU YOU YOU...i'm saying you...looking at my blog la...bite you ah... blek...

if you dare come bite me... :P

bite me 

bite me 

bite me

bite me

bite me