8 nov 2011

today i receive a mail again...when i 1st saw it, i know(haiz) again...not sien izzit?

duno he...started i dun wish to tell her about this mail i receive, dun wish to let her know about this d. because when she know about this, it will make the day down d.. but i decided to tell her about this mail...

i know you ask me dun listen what he say or what he write, but what he write is just wish to punch him in the face. i know myself..

i should not ask you those thing because i know after i ask about it, your mood will down, although you say you ok, but i saw it and i can feel it, you are not ok with it. 

i know my month is not really how to turn right or left, just go straight to the point, hurting people straight away. without think about any consequences, each time also like that, i trying to change myself because of that, but i not lie to you also...really d..

that is truth...

i know you not so believe on me about this thing.. but what i can do is just put my faith to you, do all the action let you see it that i still have believe in you...it need time to prove that, trust is not easy to make, i know..break it is easy within few second can do it.

that why i will prove it to you let you believe that i believe on you....

dun say you break your promise, i know that sometime i will break my promise also..i know those feeling, is not rely good.. but i understand of it....those thing i pass through it be4.. and i know how it feeling on you too...

all i can say is sorry, i know sorry no cure... but i will still say sorry, sorry for everything i do, what i say, what i see, what i hear, and just everything of it.

i may not be prefect, may not be attention to detail, may not be caring enough. just what i will say,(***)

that all i can say...

i know other will see my blog too, but i know love is not easy to say it out, maybe you all will say me duno what is love, but do you know what i get through with her through to this one and a half year relationship. a lot...reli a lot ....

mayb i say it out you all also dun believe it, but i have been go through it...and i know still got a lot of challenge to go..not easy, will be hard...i know that too...exam exam exam...pass 1 by 1...

sorry for just now what i ask, i know it will hurt you and you will think that i still not believe on you..

what i wish to say now is(i love you)