28 sep 2011

yesterday i was piss off...why?? dun wish to tell...do and do and do and do but still wrong...at last used back the 1st to do..that time reli beh tahan, but i control my temper, not show it in front her...

when finish work,i go meet her, because why, when i meet her my temper will cool down, not cool down, is gone.. every time also the same. 来的快去的快....

yesterday she say have something to tell me, i wonder what is it..actually is say i perasan, why?

because my last blog have mention that (if you read my blog tell me izzit i'm perasan).  haha, i duno that she so fast read my blog already, cant guess it..

this time i dun1 write too much...

let me ask you another question...

a day, a mother buy 2 pair of underwear, but this mother have 3 children, name is DO, RE,and ME, mother give the 2 underwear to Do and RE, left who not yet get it??? tell me...

26 sep 2011

today as usual i fetching her to school, 2day she wearing tank top to school and bring the jacket to school also, long time didn't see her bring the jacket to school le oh....hehe

as usual she will sleep a while before start school, then she go for school and i going for my work. 2day duno is lucky or what le, she forget to bring her house key to school actually she forget and put it in my car for few day edi, 2day she remember it that she put it in my car, but she no take it down when she get off the car,then i promise her that i will bring it t school later during my lunch time.

when i break that time, i get her call, but her voice just a bit down, because normally i will hear different voice tone from her, and i thinking something are wrong with her today, so i make a decisions to find out lo. 

before she get in to my car i look at her face, and i know that she lose her mood, when she get in to my car, i ask her what happen, then she tell me allot, and i know what is happening now.

why my friend will treat me like that?? i sure you will asking yourself now... how to say it...erm...human selfishness ..every person deep inside of them self will have a thing call selfishness...erm, i duno how to describe it d..just a experience for it, then you will grow up for it, because you have experience it. thinking all the thing is positive way. is a good positive thinking.

you have high EQ oh, remember that, you say that you will fa pi qi just with me oli..haha...i duno le..if i say no you will believe?? if i say yes you will believe?? haha...both i also dun wan say it...Blek... let you guess your self.. i not mind you fa pi qi infront me d, because i have positive thinking of it..hehe...

when you reading my blog, i ask you a question...am i perasan people??? you tell me la...hehe..tell me straight away after you read my blog ah..k?

20 sep 2011

Is me again, 2 week no update my blog, now is the time to update my blog again....

on this 2 week quiet busy for me, allot thing to do, happy thing, not happy thing, want to do, do not want to do, just a lot la..dun wish to tell much on here. who know me better then will know..

2day i want ask, whether i a person that easy get 动摇 by other people?? 

dun ask me why i ask like that? every1 have alot question, that why i ask you, izzit?? do i easy get influence by other people? ha-ha... dunno le.

i hear that she say (SELFISH）on that day,do you know what the meaning of this?? Is mean 只为自己打算,只图个人的利益,  understand??? know you will not understand it d la...i tell you...you always say that you are selfish, can i tell you that i also dunno le, but sometime you will think of other people feeling without care about your own self feeling, this not call selfish. OK? this call 为他人着想，not selfish kayyy... 

do i 中坏 you? erm...a bit gua..every1 will do like that d, not ma???

just wish to happy, sure dun unhappy thing happen d lo...for me if i treat you bad, how??? you dun like d ma. for me aso dun like d...same...

1st time see she drunk, just half cup then she started to pening already, but at last she drink 1 cup and half of it, what happen? she blur blur lo, reli blur, the detail i know it then ok...other nonid to know it..hehe

i have alot thing to write,  but duno how to write it...nvm la...write next time, or tell her oli..hehe...but you all cannot know what i tell her..blek...

6 Sep 2011

Quiet sometime i no update my blog....dun ask me why, maybe forget about it already...

but today sudenlly remember it back, so i write it back..

2day i have a feeling, duno what feeling is that..just feel that something is not right..

but i could not tell it out...just the feel thinking that something is not right...

i think is not a good sign..

but i just cant remember what is the problem...but she today feel like not like her, maybe because too tired of the thing lately..yesterday we chat alot at nite until so late dun feel wan to sleep.

just now saw her post, what she write, i think i can know it who's about...he kacau her again, can say like end 1 thing another raise up...not he but is another he..she have tell me that he looking for her back. trying to make her world from happy to not happy.

plus this semester not easy for her, quiet a lot homework to do, exam, assigment and many many more....how can i help her?? some1 tell me??? i know she will settle it, but alone and i will worry about it.

not just for me worry, if for other people also will do the same thing as me...maybe i should trying to pray for it, let see how god will do it or give some tips for me to have solution for it...let her relax, feel comfortable...not stressing...

life is not easy...is true...not easy...have high and down..but not always high and also not always down...wei...tell you...i also have down time be4, and you have seen it, now is going up now..cont rising...you also can have same with me, cont rising..Every1 have the emotion...if dun have emotion how to we have feeling.. if dun have feeling how come you or me or he or she or every1. like that every1 will be like robot without feeling or emotion.

you dun wish to be like that rite?? if  you wish i will hit ur butt..feeling and emotion is important for a person, it can be happy, smile, laugh, maybe sometime angry,sad, down..is reli different to have that compare with a robot.

dun how to write anymore...BYE



17 aug 2011

A day a girl say to a guy...

Girl say: Do you forgive me?
Guy say: har??
Girl say: Do you forgive me?(repeat)
Guy say: why!! what happen?
Girl say: nothing, just asking if i did wrong something,do you forgive me?
Girl say: if the thing is serious, will you forgive me?
Guy say: what the thing you do?
Girl say: just say if?
Guy say: OK!! (without thinking) i will forgive what you did, whatever you did wrong.
Guy say: BUT.... i will angry to you, really i will angry to you...angry what you did. why you did that without telling me at the 1st place.

above is a example:

the truth is why a guy will forgive what the girl did? maybe the girl kill people or did something wrong?

For me: i will forgive what the girl did because i still love her...the love i told is hard to explain to everyone, maybe someone have same feeling, for me i will forgive her, is i love you...this love is different from parent love, your god love, this is for you special one.

Every people have he/her special one in he/her heart, just duno how to express it.(LOVE) is unconditionally, it is based on your feeling.

for me how i know is love?? maybe just because i never so care about a girl, worry about a girl, never ever a people treat me so well because of my history.

i not a heathly guy, and i been in and out from hospital from half of my life(from kids until now), before that i never get this kind of care before, except from my parent, my parent is my closesse 1 to me, not even my good friend.

but her is different from my parent, different from my friend...i'm not leng zai also..and i'm not heathly also..and i have some skin proplem, my face always got pimples or scar..

but her do not complain anything, from the day i get my high pressure thing, she is taking care me in other way, she know i got a lot thing cant eat, she purposely go from 1 organic shop to another organic shop just because to find a sauce that i can use it. who willing to do that just because to buy a sauce? who!!! (except my parent and my church member) she is the 1 that wil do that,no 1 else..

i duno how to repay her back...i duno how...maybe by what i promise her...i will do it...do not judge her based on her age...because you duno her more than me, she have a mature thinking, but she still is a teenagers just like other, just she never will think so basic.

sometimes people will ask me, how old your GF is, then i say 19!! then they will say WA..so young oh...why i will choose her? what i will say...i will smile to them because the reason is i know you better than others...nonid to explain so much to other, just i know why then will enough already.

yesterday i have fun with her...long time no watch movie 2gether already...reli long time..hehe...

enjoy it when be with her, i can be back what am i ...be a kids also can...haha.

next time continuos...

7 Aug 2011

yesterday i have a conversation with her(heart to heart talk)...

actually every couple will have this kind of talk, so that it will make the relationship last longer( mine thinking)

if a couple no heart to heart talk, v never know how your GF or BF thinking..rite??

maybe will have 吵架, both of us have 吵架 be4...who never have??

if a couple no 吵架 be4, they must be have something...reli have something...not say 吵架 is a good thing, but it will make both of you realise both of you needed!!! more appreaciate both of you...吵架 is a communication between 2 person, is just from heart to heart talk 2nd edition(my opinion). heart to heart talk is calm and relax, but when 吵架 that time is not calm and relax...is nervous and angry...dun say a stupid thing while you in 吵架 situation...reli dun...when you say stupid thing while you 吵架, you will regret after 吵架, when you think back, why you will say that..you know it was wrong if you say that..

so next time you all 吵架, remember a thing, try to cool down yourself...dun let the anger influence your mind...that a way to pratice your EQ.

YUP!! it is a way to practice your EQ , why i say that??

duno le...people with high EQ is people that have good emotion...they wont feel angry all the time,because when they angry also, they will act like nothing...that high EQ. suitable time do suitable thing..so next time if you all 吵架, try not to say stupid and will regret after that word...it not worth it..try cool down your mind, think what happen, what cause it 1st...

many opinion say on 吵架, but this for mine opinion, mine thinking...no offence...

WE have 吵架 be4?? YUP

both of us have 吵架 be4 d..but everytime after 吵架, it will appreciated both of us...sometime i will think back why we will 吵架,(haha) stupid rite??? but everytime we 吵架, after 吵架 it, it feel like making our relationship more and more closer. not say couple is close edi..but the feel(you know what i mean).

just i duno how to express the feeling...i know the feeling...everytime i can feel your feeling, just duno how to express it..duno how to say it...can know it..hope you will forgive me duno how to express it...

30 july 2011

i have a secret...duno this call big or small secret....just i the only person hu know its...when??? hehe....long time ago...is about lie....why lie???cos i hate people lie to me...want to know why??

because everytime a people lie to us, people will know the truth at last...at last he know the truth, but on the 1st time you telling he lie...what the point???

i aso duno...let people finally found out the lie after you hide the truth....

why i hate people lie to me??

cos long time ago, i have 1 frd...close to me...almost everything will tell...first time it lie to me is??? fgt edi about what d...i know the truth, but he still tell lie infront me...tat time i just fgt it, cos just the 1st time...but after that, not 1st time, have second time, 3rd time and so on...

that time i realise that we cant be a frd anymore...just lie have within us...so i started to have gap between us...seldom talk, seldom play...at school still cant avoid, but after graduation at primary(fgt to tell is primary school)..i try to have no contact  with he...good frd at begining, last no more frd...

maybe is because me?? i cant accept lie?? i guess not gua...cos i can be patient for 1st, 2nd, 3rd...maybe 4th...but a person have the limit...dun tell lie and pretent like nothing happen...i hate it so much...so so much...

this time thing happen make me remember back this secret, after long long time...now i have no contact with he, no meet he be4, duno where is he now...like a MIS to me...

if can i wish to meet he back...duno....just wish too...fgt he name...fgt he face...hard...haiz...

good frd become like no people....

good nite... 2moro good luck to me, pray for me...everything will be alright...

and sumor...you guy not the first 1 to know...you all the second 1...i have already told some1 already...heheh